You get zero percent of the chances you don’t take. Who said that?! I don’t know, but it sounds pretty good.
These months leading up to August are pretty big for me in the sense that the last time I sat down and created my “5 year plan” (or rough sketch, if you will) was almost 5 years ago. Moving away from home, graduating from college, finding myself…all part of the “plan”. The past 5 years have certainly had their share of ups and downs, but regardless, I wouldn’t trade them for anything. I have experienced love like I had never seen before, not only in romantic relationships, but also in family, friendships, and of course, myself. I experienced true heartbreak for the first time and overcame severe depression (that I kept extremely secret, until now). I have learned to live life for me and no one else. With that mentality, some people have walked away, but the ones that matter have stuck it out and accepted that. I have also experienced things that I never thought I would and am extremely grateful for.
Today, I had a little “coming-to-Jesus” with myself during a run (and by little, I mean the skies opened, baby angels sang, & Jesus was right there in his tuxedo t-shirt).
Side note: if you’ve never run through a FL hurricane season afternoon shower, let me give you a little description. Imagine running on a treadmill, not going anywhere, while an industrial fan blows tiny shards of glass at your body. That’s what its like, not even kidding.
I made some big decisions and thought about my next 5 years. Anyone who knows me, knows that I give 100% to everything I do. Half-assed is never a way to describe my work. I have a lot of wants and goals to achieve. So, to the next 5 years, we’ll be together for some time, so get ready for me to make you my bitch.